My Laughter & My Tears

When the pains

  Talk

I silently listen. 

When the sufferings

  Play

 I am a silent spectator.

But I laugh, laugh, laugh

Louder than the sobs.

The sobs betrothed

Eternally to tears.

The sobs hiding dread

But nourishing my fears.

But they are indeed

Weak, Weak , really Weak.

The sound, the noise;

The voice.

Ineffectually lingering

In voids.

undecipherable,  undecipherable

Those sobs and those tears.

Tall,towering, mountainous;

yet deeper than the sea.

Loud and clear,

Colossal forever,

My laughter, not my tears.