The Sun in my Eyes

Just a year back
there were so many suns
the rising sun, the morning sun
the shining sun, the evening sun
the setting sun, the crooked sun
the slant sun and the sun
in my heart deep
and the sun in my eyes
that didn't let me sleep
and made my pains arise
and didn't let me close
those blank eyes
that permanently froze
with furious fire within
that burnt throughout the day
and purposelessly stay'd
lurking in those black beads
making an invisible yet invincible
smoke trickle through
the corners
of rain-solidified,
cresent shaped eyes
with vision vaguely immutable.

Overtly Dejected

Darkness is getting

Darker still;

Distilled with severity,

In the endless wait of

The bright lights of

Hope.

The chimeras of anguishes

Are filling up

The dejected heart

Moving toward limitless

Infirmity of emotions.

Know not where

It’s taking

Know not

What it wants.

The high skies

With mysterious cries

Are

Pulling every inch

Of sensibility.

Lonesome Heart's Shore

Quite quiet are the noisy uproars

Of the lonesome heart’s shores.

Telling the pondered thoughts

But in a sorrowful silent lore

That the heart bore

Heavily in heavy tears’ store.

Limitlessly trickling tears

No more stay stored

In the hidden eye cores.

Dampening the whitened face

Eroding all its grace

They trickle trickle trickle

All the way alone.

Strange Gurgle

My blood’s gurgling

Throughout the passages

And the closed spaces

While getting

Instilled

In the

Oxygen stale

Forcing the dead spirits

To continue living

Believing and giving

Senses to senses lost.

Hear me how I howl

Chaotically scowl

 And sing songs secretly

 With the secret rhythms

 Of the gurgles strange

 Resonating  restlessly

 Through my body pale

 Like a mysterious gale

 Arousing

 The dead from the graves.

Stop Waiting for GODOTS

No the morning won't come
it'll be night forever.
things will go worse
no, they won't change ever.

Stop waiting for
the Godots
look around
how the world rots
nothing fresh
to be found.
only
psychotic  furores
abound.

The temples of love
crumble down
in the dreams.
And in reality
they don't even exist.
perpetual animality
plenteously persists.

And it's frown over grown
in the barren bundles
of the brown grounds
of thoughts.
where,
the droughts of desire
fraught with fire
rage and vengeance
never let them slow
and
they forever grow.

Darkness won't go
morning won't come
the winds of fears
smeared with tears
will forever blow
will forever blow...

Ruinous Play

playing a runious play
in a seriously
runious way...

want to end up
end up
lively lively days...

spruce up
pains
spruce up
wounds
spruce up
hurts....

want to choose
deserted paths
want to live
like abandoned fortress.

have my own
my own
lonesome ways
my own
lonesome stay...
 

Zombie Queen

 I'm stuck in the past

though the present is moving fast

future makes me scream

for they are the dead shadows of my dream

I'm a zombie in disguise

a truth hidden in  lies....

When you'll come to me

you'll find me nice and sweet

I'll persistently smile

in perfect femme-fatal style.

You'll lose your conscious and think

I'm a princess but you'll be hoodwinked

for I'll be dead, but still alive in your head

Then you'll follow me in a trance

and find my graveyard by chance

to you I'll surrender

and render your reasoning asunder

Let me end up everything

before the time flies...

before you run away

when I want you to stay.

And leave all these

nightmarish dreaming...

or you'll start screaming!

Why???

I was happy being sad

why did you make me

happy for a while

and sad forever?

There was certain

joy in the tears.

why you brought me

smiles and made me

cry hard forever?

Ignorance is bliss

yes, it is.

why you made me

aware of happiness

and went leaving

me wistful forever?

Remember You Forever...

I don't know
what should i remember
the love you showered
or the hurts you gave
the time we spent together
or the moment when
you went away...

go my love
as far you want
I'll never come

in your way.
but in my heart
you'll always stay
howsoever far
you go away.

Should I Cry?

nothing works
should i cry
nothing helps
should i cry
things are messed up
should i cry
desires are hushed up
should i cry

life's an eternal void
that hold all sounds
with only pains left
that forever resounds
should i cry

colours look dark
vision gets diminished
all is left but that's gone
what all i wished
should i cry

tears look pretty
gloom prevails
fathomless loneliness
comes in crowded veils
should i cry

somebody oh somebody
tell me  oh tell me
should i cry?
should i cry?