Ruinous Play

playing a runious play
in a seriously
runious way...

want to end up
end up
lively lively days...

spruce up
pains
spruce up
wounds
spruce up
hurts....

want to choose
deserted paths
want to live
like abandoned fortress.

have my own
my own
lonesome ways
my own
lonesome stay...
 

Zombie Queen

 I'm stuck in the past

though the present is moving fast

future makes me scream

for they are the dead shadows of my dream

I'm a zombie in disguise

a truth hidden in  lies....

When you'll come to me

you'll find me nice and sweet

I'll persistently smile

in perfect femme-fatal style.

You'll lose your conscious and think

I'm a princess but you'll be hoodwinked

for I'll be dead, but still alive in your head

Then you'll follow me in a trance

and find my graveyard by chance

to you I'll surrender

and render your reasoning asunder

Let me end up everything

before the time flies...

before you run away

when I want you to stay.

And leave all these

nightmarish dreaming...

or you'll start screaming!

Why???

I was happy being sad

why did you make me

happy for a while

and sad forever?

There was certain

joy in the tears.

why you brought me

smiles and made me

cry hard forever?

Ignorance is bliss

yes, it is.

why you made me

aware of happiness

and went leaving

me wistful forever?